March 23, 2006

►i just miss doing what i just feel like doing..

its just a good feeling to be able to do what u feel like to whenever and whatever u want to...not having to worry about anything...but i guess its really difficult...its almost impossible...isnt it?
really tired of having to worry so much or think so much b4 doing something.

anyway, was just looking through the stuffs in my file today...the things I do in sec sch and jc as well..i really miss those days when i really go crazy with some of my friends...and also, all the little notes with words of encouragement and thanks...every single sweet things my friends did for me, and what i did for them....i can spend hours writing notes to many many of them...and i simply enjoy it...hmm...u know, it feels really good making someone smile....

i found a note in my file today...similar to the ones i wrote to my friends back then...in front it has a big..'SMILE!'..and behind, here's whats written...

'look..the sun wouldnt not rise just because u are sad...
the birds wouldnt stop chirping or flying because u're down..
and flowers wouldnt stop blooming just because u're unhappy...
Despite how sad, down and unhappy u are,
flowers will still bloom, birds will still be singing and the sun will still rise..
Happy or not, time slips away...
life goes on...
why not choose to be happy then?'

i know, its easy to say...i would love to be happy too...who wouldnt right?..but afterall, its not that easy...isnt it?..hai