hippo tales

March 1, 2006

►i never knew this was ever possible...

if u try hard enough,its possible
a special day for me today.a day that made me realised that if u try hard enough. its possible. the grades that i got, i never ever dreamt that i would achieve that. it was never in my dictionary until today.

u know, i have had nightmares of my results. once,i dreamt that i had to retake and another time was that i dreamt that my grades were moderate only. i remembered vividly once, i jumped out of bed and looked at my watch which showed 10+am...i was so shocked that i'm still in bed at that time and why arent i studying!..oh well, and guess what, A's was already over. i was just too paranoid.

i din feel especially anxious today. not as much as when i was awaiting my O's results. i did think of the worst. but i know i tried and gave my best. i studied for all i could and i know i wouldnt be take the stress and pressure all over again if i had to. i really gave my 110% efforts. i tot: if i really din made it through this time, i just gotta ren ming ah..haha

and today, i felt really happy. for sooo long, i finally felt that my efforts are appreciated. really. i shocked myself, as well as my mum, as well as my teacher. perhaps many other ppl as well. when i took the result slip from ms wong's hand, i was much more than happy. she said,'well done, i'm astonished by ur results.' no words could describe how i was feeling. i really wanna thank so many of u especially to those who said 'well done' or stuffs to me like that today. =) and to those mentioned below, i just wanna thank u so so so much...

to my mum: for being understanding towards my studies. she never nag at me to study more. instead, she'll nag me to rest more. i really wanna thank her for that even tho today a bit angry with her ah. when i reached home, she was telling me how well others did and so on. hmm, i was sad that she continued to compare me with the other much much better ppl, those confirm straight As with special paper kind of ppl. i was 'angry' that i told her straight , aiya whatever la. u'll never be contented. i dun care, i happy can already. i dun want talk to u le. HMPH. i bet she felt guilty..hehee..

to my dad: for always waiting for me to go to sleep before he does.and he also always make sure that i wake up on time for my exams and everything. =p

to weimin, qiwei and yewteck: for their continuous encouragement and their ever convincing 'u can do it!' and not forgetting the chicken essence as part of my birthday present that was supposed to replenish my energy after staying up late to burn midnight oil...

to my classmates: for always giving me the motivation to strive even higher to achieve better grades...

to my odac mates: for their generous sharing of notes and tips. for their encouragement and for their company when studying in school. and also not forgetting them as my relaxing mates! they are the ones that help me relief my stress. SPECIAL THANKS to ZIWAN who swims with me and BECCA that never fails to hear me whine..hee

to odac teachers: for their ever encouraging statements and endless efforts to help us in improving our grades. thanks for all the food that they had always used to bribe us into studying harder ...

to ms faezah: for her super many uncountable no. of hours innocently taken up by me for consultation! i really 'pei fu' her. i could see her at the balcony for the whole day for consultation and yet she's still so willing to give up her time for consultation.

to ms sunarfa: for making lessons understandable and building up my interest for chem once again. and also, thanking her for the super uncountable no. of hours taken up by me for consultation!!=x

to mr lim and ruth: for being such wondeful tution teachers that always encouraged and motivate. =)

last but not lest, the most important person!
to dear that stood by my side throughout the whole thing. thank u for putting up with all my nonsense when i get irrational and crazy because of work. thank u for always encouraging and motivating me that i can do it. thank you for always giving me the faith when i seemed to have lost all of them. thank you for being patient with me. thank you for ur ten year series that helped me so dearly. without u, i guessed i wouldnt have been able to survive...thanks dear.

=)

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Tioman