hippo tales

October 26, 2006

►gotta jia you lo!

hohoho, project dateline is coming! exams are coming! everything is coming! i gotta jia you lo.!

/10:50 PM

October 20, 2006

►just as i was...

well, god is fair. every good day he gives u, he gives u a bad one too.

just as i thought i had a not too bad day yesterday, i had a pretty bad one today. things dun seem to go the way i want it to be or planned to be. And i hate that. and it makes me feel really grumpy.Bad things can really haunt me very long...

feeling super anti-social nowadays. i just dun feel like talking nor take the effort to interact with people. and thats bad. cuz it shows that i'm grumpy and...sad.

/6:31 PM

►afterall...

afterall, this world is not exactly......
"shit".

/12:39 AM

October 19, 2006

►a test in my way...in 2 hours..

well well, its another test again in 2 hours time...i din really study, or rather, i did study but think what i studied is not sufficient..i'm feeling pretty alright now, but i guess when i see my friends talking about the test, i'm gonna be so stressed up again...haha...i guess i shall be anti-social today and not talk to anyone. so i wont feel stressed. haha...=x

/11:38 AM

October 18, 2006

►gosh.

i hate school...=/ or rather, i hate the stress. i dun want to run away anymore. i had enough of running away. i dun want to.....and i cant lose...

time to clear my wish list!...one by one...to be AcHieVEd.

/5:45 PM

October 16, 2006

►angels in my life...

"walk me through this...
don't leave me alone..."

i watched a part of a movie over and over and over again...it touched me SO deeply. to the angels in my life...those who have helped me up when i fell...thank you.

/1:47 AM

October 13, 2006

►a call....

well well, received a call from shifu today...

made a decision that i dunno if it was a good choice...I dunno if it was good that i decided to give it a try..or was it bad? cuz i may be doing things i dun really enjoy?...confused.

but one thing for sure is...the fear is there. i dunno what to anticipate...i dunno what will happen to me. all i know is, its time to face up this fear....

i need the teaspoon of courage now.....

/1:33 AM

October 9, 2006

►laughs...

i need this hearty laugh again!

...

had fun yesterday...with my friends at pool. i seem to always miss that kind of laughter that i have had yesterday...ha, anyway, i got 2 shifu-s now. another one is a pool shifu! haha..look at what the pool shifu did....

/6:35 PM

October 7, 2006

►grumpy..

i feel like quitting school....

/11:54 PM

October 4, 2006

►the courage...

a teaspoon of courage...

i think i need it now...
how courageous
do u think you are?
i was just sharing with
a friend just now...
my route wasnt easy.
many gave me hope and
many dashed them too.
i faced many rejections.
i faced many down periods
when i think back again,
i really think
i was very courageous.
i dunno if the courage still exist,
i seem to have lost it tho..
i'm still in search of it...
i'm afraid to look for it all again...

"other ppl simply refuse to acknowledge that a problem exists.thay figure if they cant see it, maybe it will just vanish, like a scary ghost!"

breakthrough...breakthrough...!!

/12:33 AM

October 2, 2006

►its over...and another chapter just started...

my special day is over...i wished it never will...i really enjoyed myself with all the surprises and the thoughts of my dear friends..to everyone who has celebrated with me in a way or another, thank you...=) i'm really happy...

i'm so glad i was not forgotten...=)

/10:38 AM

Tioman