hippo tales

November 25, 2006

►i have a cute mum

haha have u ever thought that your mum is super naggy, super typical kiasu auntie, super big mouth, ungraceful, .....and cute? well, i thought my mum is...

well, my mum is a typical auntie. she is those kind who easily believes what other aunties says. regarding school and stuffs. she is old-fashioned, yet hip at the same time. she is very irritating and cute at the same time. what a mixed feeling. do u feel the same about your mum?...

haha..just now my mum was being so unreasonable. she bought some stuffs and wanted us to find where was it. she dunno where she left it and she expects us to know. we said we dunno and she was so irritated and there she goes again, saying in hokkien..'ask u all find things ah, i will vomit blood leh!!' and guess what my dad said?...

in hokkien as well, ' you say will vomit blood a thousand plus times already, but also never.' and my mum replied, ' will lo. continue like that, i will vomit blood lo.' and there i was like giggling away in my room. i think its so funny.hhaha. sometimes i think my parents are funny. the little 'quarrels' and childish behaviour sometimes make me feel like laughing at them. my mum behaves like a spoilt brat sometimes. haha. gosh, does ur mum behaves like a little kid in front of your dad and a lioness in front of u too?

/10:24 PM

November 22, 2006

►holiday mood...

haha shitty! i just typed one whole paragraph of stuffs and it disappeared becuase i think i typed something wrongly....*hmph*

accounting paper is over! yay and financial management paper is next. haha but i'm like not even half-way through my studying and exam is like in a day's time...but anyway, as usual, i shant let it bother me...haha

accounting paper was pretty........ok. i guess i shant whine over it anymore..haha but on the day of that paper, as i walked into the examination hall and sat and my seat, i watched people walking in and sitting down as well. and guess what was running through my mind? 'oh gosh, i cant believe i am taking exams in a hall with the A's students....' well, i was pretty scared. but after a few more thoughts...Why am i Scaring Myself!?...i guess i have been like that since young, always thinking i'm not good enough and so lousy. but it struck me, thats because i believed i am one. i guess this sem hasnt been good because i keep thinking that account students are so smart and hardworking and i'm not smart nor that hardworking...and i refuse to study that hard, cuz i'm afraid that study so hard also will still be at the bottom; nv study at least got a reason(excuse) for the lousy grade...haha...self-consoling..haha BUT no more of such thoughts anymore. i'm gonna study hard from today. but i wont give myself that much of stress as well. =p

i was trying to solve the clues my sister had come up with for a treasure hunt for her student's camp. and as i was solving it, i totally forgot i had exams going on...haha (this is how i felt for the whole of this sem even when there are tests coming up...bad...) and i asked my sis, hey when is the camp!? she said, 'tmr. why leh u wanna come and help me ah.' i think also never think and i said ya! can?...and she reminded me, 'i thought u having exams?...and it strucked me, oh ya, i'm having my exams ....shit...the holiday mood is here and i have two more papers to go. lalalalala

look at my favourite toy!

She is Moomin! =)

/12:03 AM

November 18, 2006

►feeling nua...

haha as usual! bren is feeling super nua...i can stare at the same book, same page, same words for hours. shitty what am i doing. exams in a day's time. well. i just cant help it.! my mind isnt functioning like it is supposed to. haha, but well, thats because i refuse to! =x

well, i just miss going out and have fun!!! swimming, rockclimbing, kayaking, pigging, pool-ing, nua-ing...i'm coming!!!

everyone is mugging away, and here i am nua-ing away. what has happened to me!!!hahaha...but i'm glad i'm not stressing myself too much. i hate stress. well, who likes. haha..but i still remember how i'll cry so hard during exam periods cuz i'm so stressed. now,i'll take it easy. at least for this sem...i hope many others taking it easy too!!!then i wont be so lagged behind.hahhaha =x *evil*

please pray for me that i'll do well for my exams k?..hahaha i got study!!really. not very hard tho =p

i miss having fun!

/10:43 PM

►mood swings...

hmm, i was feeling rather happy this afternoon....but now i feel blue...

/12:35 AM

November 17, 2006

►well...well...

hmm, IT paper is over. accounting is next...=)

hmm, missing a lot of people...well, just too many. but i guess everyone is so busy with their own lives now...and they probably wont remember that they have a friend here missing them....

well, one is busy working from morning till late night...one is busy with EDT?...one is busy with A-levels..one is busy with O-levels...one is busy with events and school...one is busy with army...one is busy with final year project...many busy with uni...and the list goes on...hmm.......

well, to the people whom u think u are mentioned...i miss you!

/12:05 AM

November 16, 2006

►smoking....=(

i see people smoke i very sad. only if they can stop smoking... especially those people that i care for....

/12:50 AM

►only if...

well....i guess everyone has their own sets of 'only-if'...i believe everyone has regrets...or rather, its choices that makes people have 'only-if' thoughts....only if i had done this...not that...blah blah blah.

well...only if

/12:02 AM

November 13, 2006

►Exam stress-competition...

whenever exams are here, i go haywire.

haha. well...i guess there is endless competition in everyone's life. in primary school, u compete to see who gets the most aggregate score and go to a better secondary school. and in sec school, u compete to see who gets the most A1s and compete to go to the best JC. and in JC you compete to see who gets the most As which UNI u can go to. and in UNI, u compete to see who gets the highest honours. After getting your honours, you compete in the working world to see whose rank is higher. And you also look at who earns the most, owns a house, owns a car.........so on and on...and when u grow old, you compete to see whose children is more filial and smart...and the cycle continues...well, isnt it such an irony?.

but anyway, i am not saying competition is not good. in fact, no competition means no improvement. well well....lalalalalalalala.....i just cant wait for 27th november, 8 pm to come. wahaha...

/11:24 AM

November 12, 2006

►calling for ee long!

ee long where are you....?

/1:24 AM

November 11, 2006

►jia you junsheng!

good job junsheng...
i'm so proud of you..=)

oh well, i guess he wont be reading this anyway, but still, i'm so proud of him. hee...

/4:59 PM

November 9, 2006

►i'm happy today!

lalalala...
brenda's feeling happy today!...=)

/10:24 PM

November 7, 2006

►shit.

i sobbed my way home.
people must be thinking i'm crazy.

/4:58 PM

November 4, 2006

►brenda's blues...

brenda's blues is here again...
i feel blue. =(

very sad.

/5:08 PM

November 2, 2006

►hospital...again..

hmm, finally! i took out my cast yesterday...after sooo long, it was finally time to say BYE BYE to stinko feet...ha,managed to take photos of the cutting thing...!!here it is.

well, see already quite scary right?...imagine it lands on ur flesh....haha dun worry, wont cut flesh one...=)

hmm...finally, my foot can see the light!

and here is my dirty foot.!

=) and i finally washed it when i reached home!

But anyway, just thought i would share something that i saw...hmmm

on my way to my appointment, i passed by the A & E...there with the big word EMERGENCY. well, i hated that word. its scary. and from far away, i saw an ambulance outside. i thought its normal to see an ambulance there. but i was wrong. an ambulance outside A&E meant that something bad had happened.

something was really wrong. i saw people crying so hardly...i was so scared. my heart sank...i couldnt help but felt super scared...all of a sudden, i realised how fragile life can be. its really really very scary. u'll never know whats going to happen to whoever the next moment...treasure every single moment. as much as it sounds super clinche, it is so true. dun take people around u for granted. treasure them.

and, everyday there will be so many people in the hospital. so many injured ppl. so many accidents. so many.......unpredictables. as i was waiting for my X-ray, i turned behind and saw another family, crying away. praying so hard. i don't know, but that scene couldnt leave my mind. i......i.....was afraid.

As i was leaving the hospital, i passed by A&E again. the family was still there, after a few hours. i was praying and hoping, he/she is fine...

understand fragility of life. dun take things for granted.

/9:30 PM

Tioman