hippo tales

May 30, 2007

►a front...

being mean....is not me. but i'm just using it to cover my fear. to cover my uncertainty, to cover my uneasiness. at the end of the day, i'm just putting up a strong front..i guess its good that i learn to be mean, to a certain extent.

i m learning to be strong. i'm learning to let it go. i'm trying very hard, and as everytime i tot i succeed, i proved myself wrong again and again. i guess there's this empty part of me that needs to be filled. well... *weak smile*

alrights, i'm gonna put that all aside. NDO will be my main focus!! as a trainer, as a leader, i'm gonna give my best. chunsheng, willie, evelyn, kaiwen, tonghua, david, i'll see u all up there! jia you!! we are the champions!...

ooh! i shall post some pics of my night safari trip...it was damn fun for me!!i had a whole night of laughter. =p

huiyi and me! after our toilet break..haha

we are the singles....*sobs*

my lovely JAF family..

i like this!

/2:33 PM

►trainer

yay! first stage of training today... was good. sense the scariness and the challenge of being a trainer. was so terrified before the whole thing started....and somehow everything was fine soon after. but i guess thats just the first part...there's more to come...

i'm so excited about the course starting this sat. i think i'm going to be a ling dao! thats my dream a year ago when i was attending this course, and somehow, YAY. so exciting!!and this time round, i'm not alone. thats the best part. =p

but...the time commitment is gonna be really really high. and i wont have much time for my friends i guess. but i definitey will find time to meet up with them...well, lets see how it goes...and mr ho's wedding clashes with one of the days...how man!!! well well.......

/2:01 AM

May 28, 2007

►scolded for nothing...

i'm boiling....but i told myself, after 5 mins...i'm gonna be fine, i hope

pulled into a thing which has no direct link to me. i was just helping out both parties, and in the end i got scolded for nothing. so 'well-repaid' for being nice. what the hell. idiot.

alrights. anger vented. i'm ok now. =)

/12:18 AM

May 27, 2007

►i made a joke out of a phone call..

ms friend: do u have adrian's number?...

me: ya. *takes out phone and go to phone book to search for adrian and dial.**pass phone to friend*

ms friend (on the phone): eh where are you ah? i got money to pass to you, u come out now, i go up to find u. (and i think adrian on the other side was saying 'i'm at the scouts headquarters.')

and ms friend, being pretty close friends with adrian, said "ma de. come out la...u dun want your money isit. "*and she hanged up and passed the phone to me*

and guess what?..i received a call shortly after that and adrian said,"hello brenda ah, who was it just now?...." and at this point, i knew a made a BIG mistake about the 2 adrians that i know! and i couldnt help it but burst into laughter. hahaha poor adrian, he got scolded for nothing..all thanks to me..ahahha

and when ms friend came down afterwards...she had yet to realise that i have helped her dial the wrong number...and when i told her about it, she nearly 'zhong feng'

and willie and i just couldnt stop laughing!!!

/1:47 AM

May 26, 2007

►i need it..

somehow, when i feel lost, they're the ones to turn to. he's right. its time that i show my strengths instead of my weaknesses...i need to have the confidence...and i'm good. I need to start to believe that i am. =)

i will jia you de!

/12:20 AM

May 25, 2007

►up a level!

i wanna go 'jiang shi tuan'!!! i wanna be a trainer! its a time to really allow me to learn a lot a lot of things. i'm so excited about it, and i really hope i get in. i know the amount of time i have to commit, the amount of sacrifices i have to make, but i know that.... in the end, it'll all be worth it.

well well...was thinking a lot on an hour bus trip home...suddenly i thought of visiting my tution teacher, driving a car to my godpapa's house to bring them out for a meal, go morning exercise with mummy, bring papa go shopping, give papa mama what they want, air tickets to aus for them, driving around to bring the odac girls out for supper, sending my friends home after night safari....and many many things........=p well....

/12:01 AM

May 24, 2007

►new item!

this is the interesting thing that i bought today...it made me like it soo much that i just bought it the moment i hear the music it produced...so nice! i really really like it!

and i have in mind who are the ones i wanna share it with right now...=p

/12:08 AM

May 20, 2007

►my little cuties...

saturdays are mindchamps day....and i'm happy!

even tho class starts at 9am and i gotta leave house by 8am and wake up at 7am....and sleeping at 4.30AM the night before, the cuteness of the kids throw my tired-ness away...i felt draggy when i woke up and i was damn tired on the train, but when i see the kids....i feel so happy...=p

i've got this kid in my evening class that i specially like...she is so so so cute!!her brother also in the same class, is so so handsome. they are those kind of well-mannered and smart kids...i think their parents' genes are super good la! alright, back to my favourite kid..haha she's damn cute and pretty! i just love to make fun of her and she always make fun of me too...and we have fun!
and there was this incident when i was telling this nottie boy in class to sit still and not disturb the rest and he actually told me say, 'eh, u very ugly.' haha i dunno why he say that...but my fav kid together with another girl say, 'NOOOO...you very pretty...'...you know, at that point of time i just felt that these little children are so cute...its not a matter of saying that i'm ugly or pretty, but i jsut find it so funny because, their ugly or pretty is judged based on whether they like you or not.they're just so innocent and lovable....

i've always wanted to blog about my fav cutie but always busy until i forget. today, i finally remembered! =p yay

and today, papa make breakfast for me...although its just bread with kaya, i like it so much =p. i love papa! hee. i love mama too!

/9:14 PM

May 16, 2007

►jia you

busily hectic. dying; but fulfiling. GOGOGO!=p

somehow i believe achieve what i aim..and i really think i can do it. =) jia you bren...
tough times dun last tough men do

/11:48 PM

May 13, 2007

►busy...

i'm so busy...and i know what i'm busy with...

doing quite a bit but feeling so uncertain. shits. losing faith in myself?...or no confidence of myself?..what the hell. what came into me?...she.......hai

/12:26 AM

May 7, 2007

►phantom of the opera...

on the 1st of may...

becca, ziwan and I happily went to citylink....we had dinner together at Ramen something....and the food was pretty good...=p and after dinner, we headed towards Esplanade for our long awaited 'Phantom of the opera'...

and as excited as we were, we gave our tickets to the person checking it and went ahead to our seats...up we go and there we squeezed to our seats. To our surprise, there were people seating at our seats....we were 'stunned'. and we looked at our tickets again....finding that there was nothing wrong with the seat number. and just as ziwan was asking the people if they were sitting at the wrong seats, becky shook me....pointing the date toooo meee.....

'2nd may'

oh no....i was like 'HOW?' and at the same time...the lady sitting at our seats told ziwan 'oh its 2nd of may'...hahah can u imgaine how embarassed we were at that point of time!!? we were stucked in the middle of nowhere!!we wished we could drill a hole and hide inside! hahaz, headed out the super squeezy lane where ppl had to stand up from their seats so we can go out. we were feeling super embarassed. and out we go to the nice lady at the reception who brought us to the viewing room that was meant for latecomers...AND GUESS WHAT. the viewing room provided a much better view than if we were sitting at our original seats 3 storeys high up. It was a BLessing in disguise. we had the viewing room all to ourselves and for that night, we seriously felt like VIPs.hahhaa it was a direct view, no blockages of the view of the stage and yes. the room was marvellous. hahaha...

and the show of cuz, was good. 'the effects are really good', like what ziwan said...i enjoyed myself and i'm sure ziwan and becky did too! i'm so tired and i really cut short the whole entry. All in all, it was a FUN-loving and enjoyable night. right, ziwan? right, becky?

/11:17 PM

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