hippo tales

November 26, 2007

►pissed

i'm really pissed.

pissed about being right that things wont be right after they left. sux. money. what is the bloody hell thing about money. no money will die meh?..cannot earn again meh.

i'm doing my bloody best about everything that i could. tell me what else i could do. i do this also wrong, that one also wrong. No one is gonna be pleased. neither am i.

let me tell u. however poor u are, i'm poorer than u.

and if u think i'm talking about you, dun worry. i dun think i am. cuz i guess too many just happened to be in money issues with me today....probably you are just the least harmful one.

/9:53 PM

►=(

It was a sphagetti day at my house...weiliang cooked for us...pretty impressed with him..and after which, it was mahjong time...

tmr off to genting...!! and i havent pack my bag....as usual....packing is the boring part. sian.

hai. my mum is not being as understanding as she was when i was having my exams...i feel so bothered everyday. ARGH.

y do people only care about how they are?. i tot the world was really nice, not until recently when i really meet nasty stuffs.

and its him again. my mum had to comment about it. i want my freedom. dun tie me down can. i want my life....

i just cant wait for sunny day to come. its time i tell mama the truth about him. i guess.

/7:41 PM

►him.

hmmm. =(

i find it weird. and i kinda dun like it. 3 months of bonding. i tot we pulled the distance nearer. and ended up i realised he doesnt understand me still..

i'm on my own again...

/4:20 AM

November 25, 2007

►complicated

complication...things are not as simple as what they are thought to be sometimes...

ever encountered the feeling of..."wanting to want something but u know..Nono, u cant have it" kinda feeling...just like u saw something that u like, probably a $1000 bear...at that moment, u just feel like having it...but u think again, u've got only $1000 in ur bank...after using this $1000, how?..and will the bear still give u the kind of feeling that it did at the first instance?...will u still love the bear u used to?...is it fair to the bear to just like it for that moment and afterwhich, regret buying it?..

its all my fault. shouldnt have even let it had a step closer. cuz once the boundary is diminished, its hard to set it up again. things are gonna be different. wonder how different it will be. i just hope we maintain our friendship, which i really treasure....

i'm gonna miss the bear.

/5:01 AM

November 23, 2007

►being loved..

the feeling of being loved...

haha, have ppl have forgotten that feeling?...or rather, how many ppl remember that feeling?...i wonder if old couples still maintain that feeling....well well...all i know is, the feeling is good. am i right?

had fish and co. today....ATE so MUCH! i just see my fats piling up more and more each day, shiitttys....haha...holidays here...time to exercise! =p

/1:51 AM

►21st NDO

this is my champion team! =p

21st NDO champion!

/1:20 AM

November 21, 2007

►in danger..

i see my caterpillar coming.

the power of tee-up.
just so powerful.

/5:33 PM

►hmm...

hmm.......

/10:07 AM

November 20, 2007

►my caterpillar character...?

i remembered...when i first joined the company..zen said that i was a 'caterpillar'...

i guess thats the reason why he din get to me..probably he felt that i would show my 'defense character' when someone is near...

he's right to a certain extent...and..well. thats probably the reason why i never got to him too.

its gonna be a new chapter in life.

let me recall a story...to see if there is any to describe what i'm feeling...hmm...shits i cant think of any. but...it just feel like...someone that used to be so important in your life and used to be so important in that person's life..disappeared for such a long time..and suddenly, there were such great changes, and suddenly, that someone is coming back...

we used to share the same things..we used to do the same things. now we're different. i recalled how vulnerable i was...how unconfident i was...i emerged from that shell. i dun wanna go back in all again...please dun give me that sentence. to be all trapped in it all again...if anyone does, i'll really hate him...

but i learnt to let things go..some things are meant to be. i need the confidence. i will have it. will i?...

its time i show my power...=p

/2:22 PM

November 19, 2007

►the feeling of looking forward...

hmm...the feeling of looking forward. it makes u alive...it keeps u going on..=)

he called. we talked and he said something. i tot he made sense in many ways. he was right about many things..and he was even right that he is often right with many things. well. i wondered how it affected him, or did it even at all?

should i tell him?..

/8:20 PM

►shooting star...

i saw a shooting star. haha how lucky i was!....last time, i remembered having to wait like one whole night during the 'shooting star' season and end up seeing only like one or two...and yest, within 20 minutes of leisure gazing, the shooting star flew past. that was damn shocking and it made my day. probably i was meant to have the opportunity to make the wish...=)

/12:08 AM

November 17, 2007

►just home.

hoho, its morning again. and surprisingly, bren is still awake. the night was fulfilling. =)

watched "ThE BEE worLd". is that the title?..the movie about the bee. cool. nice show. =) cute and funny...and with a moral. its a movie worth watching...

and had a trip to mac for a chat. funny ..and corny. haha. lots of shootings here and there, but all for fun. and weiliang is quitting smoking...lets hope he succeeds, jia you weiliang! and he said he feels like eating sweet stuffs when he dun smoke. and guess what!! we went over to the 7-11 across the road and we picked all the different kinds of chocs that we could find and bought it for him. hahaha, WEILIANG! see.! we dote on you so much! =p

woah. gotta meet zen in like 3 hours?..and i haven gotten a wink of sleep. lol

time to study....=0)

/6:37 AM

►office times...

I miss my K800i..THE CAMERA!!
hai.s...i need a new phone with a good camera. if not, i need a new camera. =p

/6:31 AM

November 15, 2007

►acer camera

UNFAIR!! haha why qingyang and my computers are both ACER but his camera is so much clearer!!!???

at pioneer mall mac.....

let weiliang have a feel of what is FAT. hahha

/1:41 AM

November 12, 2007

►neighbour's day?

today my neighbour knocked on my door and asked for my mum. initially i tot it was some sales person trying to sell something until i saw the little boy. he passed my something excitedly and asked me to pass it to my mum and he left.

this is what he gave me...

and it says...

Happy Neighbour's Day

haha. so cute right?..for a moment, i was pulled back into my primary school days where we made happy mother's day cards, happy father's day cards and happy teacher's day cards...its been some time since i made my own card for a person...well. lets see who'll be the next lucky one. =p

i miss my childhood. the innocence.

But i like my life now, the happening days..

/8:52 PM

November 11, 2007

►my quote

"something not done due to laziness will bring regret.."

haha...powerful hor?..i came up with this phrase!! and i guess i had too many things undone because of laziness...enough of such regrets...=p

/9:22 PM

►falling sick...

well well. i wished i could just fall terribly sick from now till end of exams. so sick till i cant get out of bed. now, i feel like a dead zombie at home. looking at everything else besides my notes. not even talking to my parents. cooped up in my room. bored. shucks.

/12:43 PM

►exam period

hmm, found how to play the song on the piano..and i was happy. it cheered me up.

i'm 'grounded'. mama dun allow me to the office until my exams' over. shucks my fear had come true. but well, its only 14 days to end of exams. oh gosh. i'm in crisis la. hahaz. but i just cant wait for 13 days to be over.....

/9:54 AM

►Augustana - Boston (Piano Version)

/2:04 AM

►boston

Boston lyrics

In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over,
where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California,
I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town,
to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise,
I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer,
some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...Where no one knows my name.

/1:39 AM

November 10, 2007

►office times...

While waiting for zen in the office.....

crazy bren asked for a group photo....a normal one..

and then an act-cute one...

2nd act-cute

a gang fight one...

and a BULLY-me one!

/12:07 AM

November 9, 2007

►fatty piggy

i'm a fatty piggy now. hahaz. shits.

I'm damn fat la! but i just cant stop eating cuz studying is so boring. hee

had a long talk with qingyang and weiliang from just now till now. talks about army. haha. and got police patrol come and check us la. so funny. qingyang first time ganna checked by police with me, matric ganna checked also with me. haha poor thing.lol

/3:52 AM

November 8, 2007

►hmm?

someone nick said...'dun place someone as priority if you are only an option in their life'

the words hit me so strongly.

歌曲：忘不了
歌手：施文斌专辑：debut project benc

作词:施文斌作曲:施文斌
监制:施文斌杨震

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里

昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问

分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你要永远不分离

/11:06 AM

November 7, 2007

►happy birthday col

had dinner with my dear colleen shan and shuyi~! we went to eat some western food at clementi and went to daily scoop for dessert! =p

and at the store, shuyi asked....

BREN, CAN U QUICK TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO EAT?
bren: i said already, chocolate!
shuyi: What chocolate?
bren: Simply chocolate.
shuyi: Yah, i know chocolate, what chocolate?
bren: I SAID LE. Simply chocolate!!
shuyi: Is the name simply chocolate?
bren: YES

well, and we had a long time in the shop looking at the pictures of our past times we had in Krabi, Bangkok and the ZOO...so fun! =p photos...lovely times.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY colleen. =)

/10:29 AM

November 6, 2007

►sunday...

SuNDay!

i forgot to blog about my sunday! sunday was a superb day! reason is....because....i'm just plain happy. hee. went expo for zhong cai's talk. so proud of zhong cai, and i think he just damn good la! hahaz.

and....i met so many ppl that day..so i'm happy!! i love company events, cuz thats the chance that i hang out with all the nice peeps around me...and...suddenly i had 2 guys earning more than me calling me jie jie~...wah, i bu gan dang leh...but they are damn cute and funny la..haha

at night, went to harborfront for dinner, bakers'inn...dunno how to spell la..but it was such a nice place!!=p the ambience is good, and we got so many ppl around a table eating! i simply like that feeling.=p

hee i just wish all these days last =p

/11:57 AM

►qingyangsaid...

lol! yesterday played bball again! weeeeee~! fun!

haha and we went for supper after that, and qingyang said something and i tot i shall write it down....haha

'and when i asked for veggie, eugene and daren gave me his veeggie!'

yes qingyang, i'm loved. =p

/11:46 AM

November 3, 2007

►afraid of losing it all....

everytime i feel blessed, i'll feel scared i'll lose it all..

feeling really great in company recently. with all the fun and laughter, love and concern from the peeps around me...just now was so stressed up and broke down during my 'meeting' and soon i had friends from next door coming to talk to me...i felt so...'cared for'. they were sharing with me how their uni life were...and trying to convince me that mine isnt that bad...and they succeeded. i definitely felt better after that...and conclusion is..they're really nice to talk to...=p they made me laugh...and...took away my exam stress...and..yea, thats y i enjoy being here...

in the office....

when my laptop broke down...qingyang sent it for repair for me and he lent me his laptop...(new one somemore)...

when i went to collect my laptop, daren drove me there....

when i told daren i was hungry just now, he bought me a bread...*touched*

when i cried, i had people coming to tell me lame jokes and telling me everything will be fine...

when i say i wanna play basketball, i had a team who goes with my crazy idea and played with me in the midde of the night at 12 am in NTU...

when i am going home at night...i have BMW shu shu to drive me home

when i play the same song over and over again in the car, they just listened with me...

when i said i wanna eat fries, mac shu shu will buy for me...

bottomline..i'm so blessed...=) and....i'm thankful.

/12:16 AM

►=(

today is a bad day....everything went wrong. what the hell!!! ahhh....haiz

/12:07 AM

November 2, 2007

►trying to suppress the stress...

exams in 14days. and i wonder what the hell i've studied...projects and projects...assignments and assignments....

trainers club, appts, ndo..........................................brought me through my sem. and i'm still remaining pretty clam about my studies. i wonder if its that my way of handling stress has improved..or, i simply cant be bothered.

i'm missing those days.....that had became a habit to me. I wished time could just stop there...i wished there were some improvements...but then again, probably staying the way things are may be a better thing...=) can i have a back-up of the times?...so that i can re-play over and over again if those days were ever to end?...well.

/11:44 AM

November 1, 2007

►i wanna sleeeeeeep.

my lappiee is back! finally.....all thanks to qingyang for bringing it to repair for me and daren for driving me there to collect! weee~! acer is so efficient.!

had my ab214 presentation today. sux. i think i did badly again. AGAIN and again. I dunno whats wrong for this whole sem.....my presentations sux, i lost my handphone, laptop nearly went bongus, and i nearly lost my mountblanc pen......so basically, all haven been smooth...other than the people that i've meeting thats keeping me 'alive'.

they are the people that makes me feel happy each day and make tmr worth looking forward to...i dunno how long the friendships will last, i just hope it goes on forever...but..i dun think anything is forever...nevertheless, i still treasure every single moment spent together with them...=p

its time to concentrate on studies le...and may not have time to go down office as often...SAD!! i will miss all of them......will they even forget me?

/3:10 AM

Tioman