hippo tales

April 24, 2008

►exams OVER!

yay. 5 papers over!!!

a little suay today...take bus, when alighting, slipped and fell. so paiseh. must be my shoes, the rubber worn out?...then was hungry after my paper..so i went to the vending machine and wanted to purchase a sandwich and eat before i go to the FAL to print stuffs....the sandwich is $2. i only have $5, so i put in the $5, and guess what. the money went in, cannot come out, neither can i choose my option of which sandwich i want. so shitty lo. haha got cheated of my $5. the machine cheated a poor lady of $5...and end up i had to go to the canteen and eat a 60cents char siew bao...$5.60 for a char siew bao in the end...sooooo ex. can eat mcDonald le lo..

and i'm starving now. sooo hungry. been eating maggie mee like free one...i just refuse to cook one more of that to eat today..today supposed to eat something slightly nicer right?..after surviving 5 papers. a little reward that i can give myself at least.

many birthdays coming up...hoohho my brain cells are dying.....

/3:27 PM

April 21, 2008

►messed-up

my life is pretty messed up now. haha. as much as i hate to admit, yes it is. i'm not ok...when i have to say i m in front of people. i just cant tell those friends that i've nelgected how sorry i am, and those that trusted me how i hated this situation to happen. give me some time, after my exams, i'll find time to do what i need to finish up...=)

i miss some of my friends badly. miss the times of just sitting down and whining everything in the world, while with some, just sitting down and enjoying the breeze of that moment, while with some, heart-to-heart talks...

just felt that my life changed so drastically. haha. yeah. whatever...tmr's business law paper. havent been studying for it actually...just managed to read through most stuffs, but whether i know how to apply is another thing.so..yeha.
4th paper tmr, yay, exams' coming to an end. i just cant wait for that. yesh! jia you bren

/11:36 PM

April 18, 2008

►18 april

=) 2 papers accomplished. yay.

yay. happy.

dun make me dun believe what you say anymore. i rather the truth. once and again.

/9:47 PM

April 14, 2008

►whatever la

ahhhhhhhhhh. argh.

/2:03 AM

April 9, 2008

►stop bothering me.

only i can save you... No one else will cuz they got their own ppl to save..i dun have the ability now, cuz i cant even save myself. so while i'm trying very hard to save myself, stop killing me, because if u do so, i cant even save myself and tell me, who's gonna save you?

please.

/9:49 PM

April 8, 2008

►no more 'no time' or 'i'm tired'

'no time' .... 'i'm tired.'
no more ever again

yeps. taboo words. gonna erase them away.

'i feel stupid when i sound weak to you. and it makes me feel like a fool for whining to make myself weak.'

/12:25 AM

April 7, 2008

►whatever.

hai.

/10:51 PM

►exam blues

EXAMS are going to be here REAL SOON.
Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuue

=(

k la. i shall not be so negative.
1. Stop negativities.
hahahaha...alrights. exams from 17th to 24th. so its only like 17more days to go only..SO for JUST 17days, i'm gonna study real hard. I try la...*psycho-ing myself* *I WILL STUDY HARD* *I WILL STUDY HARD* whee..

2. Start from mind that I'll do well for my exams...then i'll have good emotions, positive feeling then i'll have actions and then i'll get good results. yeah. i shall start from mind. =p

So i shall apply this model here first..and next i'll use it on my work. trial run first..=p

i've done miracles before. got an A- in 3 days of studying. i can do it again...!! yeah. if i believe, i can.

*psycho myself* * psycho myself* *psycho myself*
*i can do it* *yes i can*

/4:24 PM

►Confidence maximise

yea its the confidence.

u want, u follow.
u dun want, then dun waste our time.

yeps. jia you jia you jia you!

/1:07 AM

April 6, 2008

►xiao nu ren

Most guys want a xiao nu ren.

All that the xiao nu ren has is the guy.

thats how vulnerable she is.

/3:39 AM

April 5, 2008

►examinations.

damnit.....exams blues...arghh...

just finished my malay test yest...oh my. it was a 40%. i just realised yest. haha. whatever la. it wasnt that bad. got B+ for one of the test that i tot i would fail pretty badly...not too bad..was quite happy about it...and got a B for an assignment that i kinda just rushed through. haha B sounds pretty bad...but, ok la. as long as i dun fail.=p

i guess my peers must be mugging like mad. i kinda forgot the mug feeling. or rather, i dun wanna find it back....that feeling sux. yeah. i'm like studying the minimal. and i dunno what to study. i hate school... =' ( soBs.

cant wait for exams to end. AH.

/10:21 PM

April 1, 2008

►STRESSED.

STRESSED.
things are coming all at one shot. I dun like school. Its depriving me of my happiness.

/4:37 PM

Tioman