feels like i'm feeling much better these days...i wanna thank something...
- a book
"daily reflections for effective teens..."
this is a very simple book, just short phrases or sentences a day to make you reflect upon you, yourself, your surroundings, the way you are, and the way you think. a very simple book, yet the msg it brings across to me hit me so deeply.
probably with the many unhappy incidents that happened, i have forgotten about the things that used to keep me going..i was shocked at how i suddenly have no strong feelings towards certain stuff that i used to have..somehow, this book brought it all back again! it started making me realise why is
my life like that, and what i should be doing instead of whining and complaining..i finally got something to tell me how to get out of my sianness.
a book that kept me thinking posivitvely. i was amazed at how the book kept me 'feeling so strongly about the things mentioned inside', as if the book was written for me'..hahahah i love this book. A simple second hand book that i happened to come across while i was on my way to school. i was so glad i took the little effort to take a look at the second hand books...haha
so well, if u are feeling terribly sian over something and you dunno why. u may want to borrow this book from me! i dunno if it works well for you, but it did, for me!
/1:12 PM
►this week is good.=)
wee~ so proud of myself this week!!
For the past 5semesters, i have forgotten when i really felt like a student, until this week. hahah i finally tried sitting down and studying for my test...and i went for my 2 testS, (as compared to the numberous MCs i took when i haven studied for them...), i finished a project, i prepared my work before project meeting, and i did my tutorial question so that i can present my answers(with extra readings done). all in a week. so proud of myself. hahaha....it may sound like nothing to many people(who have been drowned in these fore 5 semesters already), but it is a BIG step for me..haha to feel like a student. lol
probably i really had my thoughts sort out about the route i wanna take, thats y i dun feel that stressed up all again, trying to ace in a degree that i am not going to fully utilise the 'accountancy' word on it...so, great. i'm feeling happier studying now. haha
and well, school isnt that terrible la...i scare myself too much in the past..or maybe i was tooo lazy. wahahahaha!! but nowadays, forcing myself to be in school and mixing with the uni peeps make me feel more like a uni student, and makes studying more comfortable. half a year to graduation. JIA YoU!!!=)
/1:02 PM
October 15, 2008
►reflection...
the next time before i open up my mouth and complain or whine about something..this is something that i'll ask myself, "ni ping se me?"
'why do ppl score well, but i dun. why people earn so much when i dun. why can ppl achieve something that i cant!' i ask myself so much of such stuffs that i get really upset and inferior sometimes...but i realised that ppl dun get it because they are lucky. its becuase they deserve it.
HENCE, after knowing that i dun get something because i dun deserve it, it wont make me that sian cuz i find no reason why i should have it. i wont feel upset just because people get something that i dun. i din get it because i dun fight for it. and if its something that i want so badly, i make sure i fight for it. for that reason, i re-found my long lost fighting spirit. =)
/8:27 PM
Tioman
