about me

Hello! I'm bren! =)
loves to
have fun, be loved, do well in everything, see everyone around me to be happy, BE RICH!
did u know?
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harddisk
canon digital camera
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sports watch
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November 30, 2008
►GO AWAY
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i just wished that your name will never ever again have to appear in my life.

/9:44 PM

►give me a break.
one after another...can they give me a break?

*they have already given you 6months of break*

haha..

/1:28 PM

November 28, 2008
►a sudden reflection
somehow, i guess too many things happened this year..and i came to realise a lot a lot of things...just some cruel facts of life...

i guess i'm getting real affected by people around me. the things they do, the things they say...sometimes, it hurts. but sometimes, it probably that i'm just too sensitive. i dunno how to react. seriously.

i'm trying very hard to change the way i handle problems. sometimes it helps, sometimes, it doesnt. bren just wanna feel happy.

/12:14 AM

November 24, 2008
►honeydew soy milk!
yay!! my long awaited honeydew soy milk is bacK!!!! hahaa i love it.
Mr Bean's honeydew soy milk! recommended!!

/4:40 PM

►24th NDO graduation
Today's 24th NDO graduation day! well well, it has been a rather different NDO from the previous ones that i had, cuz the roles i undertook were different. this time round, i was the Emcee, and i was in charge of the videos!! i really learnt a lot of things...even though we were snooked by quite a lot of last minutes things that we had to deal with, we managed to settle it anyway...and because of all those stuffs, i have established a closer bond with my lover-huimin, and joyce and serene...haha..
huimin, me, joyce!


hmm, even tho i strongly agree that NDO isnt like what it used to be anymore, the feeling of it still comes back to me when i see students excel in the course and thanking those who have helped them along the way...i feel happy when students know who i am and they greet me with a smile. i was even more touched when there were students who came to look for us specially and sharing their prizes with us...the feeling of having created an impact in someone's life is undescribable....and i like that feeling...=)

also, this time round, being an Emcee really made me learnt a lot of things...especially 'preparation' and the 'ability to capture the crowd'...although we always encounter many problems trying to think of a impactful opening for ourselves each week, we did it anyway in the end! i really picked up the skills here and there and try to imrpovise it....my heart just melt when i see that i can engage the crowd when i'm on stage!...I was given the chance to be a speaker too...was pretty fun, and i'm sure i can have done better in future...=p





Given a chance, i would really love to be an Emcee again. i want to master the art of being an Emcee...its not easy at all..Also, the next time that we're thrown to handle the course, i'm sure we can do a much better job than this time round...its the experience that counts!

but anyway...today was actually the first time that i really chatted with the cadres, after the 6 weeks...i always joke around with them, but never was like the conversation that we had today. Today, we stood by in a circle and started 'gossiping!'haha okok, not gossipping la, we were not talking bad about anyore, we were just sharing views on relationships...and our conclusion is,

'the lonelier the woman, the higher possibility that she'll be cheated...'
Lol, i really had fun talking to them today!!

well, awaiting the next NDO with more fun and pleasure...!!=p

/1:13 AM

November 20, 2008
►Funny video


take a look at the 'floating' magic!! haha isnt it amazing? i was quite shocked the first time i saw it, i was really like 'how the hell to do it'...and when they 'revealed' the secret, i find it quite funny!!haha, and i used this trick for my emcee opening...lol..NOT EASY LO!!! u see like damn simple right??try it out on your own...ur butt will ache, and ur hands too..!

when i was trying it out, i tot it was not that difficult also..! until that night in the office when me, huimin and joyce prepared the props and started practising for it..lol. and the next day when we tried to perfect it, and when eugene and fidia and everyone started to give suggestions to improve my posture under the cloth, they found that it wasnt as simple as they tot too when they wanted to demostrate what they wer suggesting! but nevertheless, for entertainment purposes, i think we met the objective! good job huimin! and to myself....=p haha

**!! to those friends out there whom i told this video about, this is the funny video...well, i think its quite funny personally..haha hope u enjoy the clip!!

/1:11 PM

November 19, 2008
►exams over
yay. new blogskin. i searched a long time for one...and i spent a long time amending the template too! but well, i'm too free (for these two days) , so its good i've got something to do...and i like the part about 'discovering' something about commands when i deal with the template part..haha, its like trial and error over and over again...

i like the compilations of photos in one page that i did today.! but due to lack of photos, there are some impt friends that i din get to put in...but other than that, most of the important people in my life are there...i love u, my friend! =)

had a long phone conversation with shuyi today(like what those primary school kids do) ...it was such a pleasant thing to talk to her, cuz she's almost my perfect listener...haha, and somehow, we face the same situation and she's able to really understand what i'm saying..i'm meeting her for breakfast tmr! how exciting!! breakfast breakfast!

so many things on my list that i wanna do..but bren is super cash-tight. =( its almost saying bye to anything that would make her happy, including having a good meal...

i have to start studying...yeah. before i die next semester. time to work hard, for the one last race! jia you x3!

/11:05 PM

►who am i.
i'm just a little nobody. there are always things that seem more important.

/4:19 AM

November 14, 2008
►villa bali
haha. fun

i like villa bali! the food and atmosphere are good! =p great chill-out place!



i like this BIG leaf there too!

/2:24 AM

November 8, 2008
►gotta be hardworking
i havent studied for such a long time already...i'm so tired now...seems like a long time spent on books, but dun seem like i have much in my brain now..haha..thats y i find studying a chore sometimes, cuz u cant even remember, then study for what!! but well, i better start studying harder next sem. cuz if i dun, i'll be dead meat. REAL dead.

well. just wanna blog about something funny i encountered today...well well. i was studying at the library today...and if u do visit the library..u'll know the 'bench' that the library has for people to sit...but most of the times, they're taken up by irritating people like me, who just wanna find a place to study and use these benches as tables...and today, i took half the bench and two little kids came with storybooks in their hands..they squatted by the bench and started reading. after a while, the elder brother sat on the bench. guess what the younger sister said? she said...' DUN sit! this is a table, cannot sit on table...!'

i almost wanted to laugh. isnt she cute? haha...kids are just so innocent...when she sees that all the benches around her are being used as 'tables'...she just comprehended that the benches are tables....

cute girl...

/9:28 PM

November 7, 2008
►taking pride in what u do.
if u take pride in what u are doing and not because u have to do it, u'll do it more willingly, more happily and perform even better...never be afraid of being too late, there's always time to wake up and be better than never be awake. so what if u cant catch up, u had chosen to be better than what u would have been.

/4:03 PM

November 6, 2008
►tired
i'm damn tired and i dun feel like studying...someone save me!!

/8:50 PM

►birthday parties!
it had been a birthday season for my friends..haha

audrey's, becca's and colleen's!
all are my 'hao peng you's!

audrey's party was held at a super romantic place..haha..and i loved her helium balloons and cake!!the cake was from bakerzinn and its damn nice! haha and that night was fun-filled with ziwan's newly-created witchy laugh and becky's bimbotic 'hao shuai ohhhh'.and poor bacca was being teased the whole night for being 'a classmate'...haha...i just couldnt stop laughing.

drey's 21st


toilet-fun =p we went to the toilet together and we wanted to take a nice photo together in there...apparently the toilet was damn small and we 'disturbed' a lot of ppl because the moment they come out of the cubicle, they'll be reflected in the mirror and as well as on our photo shot too..so a bad shot will lead to another attempt, which will disturb another person who just came out of the cubicle and in turned the shot will not be well taken again and it goes on....oh well, we were quite paiseh la, but who cares. haha we love our photos. =p


the balloons!


and becca's party was a halloween party. damn cool. haha with all the costumes and all the decorations that she made up. i think she spent a super loooooooong time planning for it! she had a banner (which i'm part of the production team together with bacca, ziwan and becky's friends and i'm very proud of it-hahaha), her holloween-ish cup cakes that are so cool, her dress-up as a fairy and so many many other things.... i'm sure she enjoyed herself!


the fairy-like birthday girl and the witches
the cupcakes

and col's party was damn cool too!!i love her buffet. its damn high class. cuz of the great variety and the food were really not bad. by the way, it was a 'nerd' party and i had a great lot of fun looking at my friends in the nerdy costumes. i din get to dress up cuz i had to rush down from work. i wanted to go home first one!! damn sad!!and it was once again another fun-filled laughing night with mingren-'our joker' and his innocent cuteness that will ppl laugh...oh, did i mention that colleen had a rubic cube as her 21st birthday cake? it was damn cool la!! and we just couldnt stop the 'solve the cube before u cut it!!' (but actually there was no way to solve it cuz it was a cake....haha)


anyway, to these 3 cool friends out there..
HappY 21st BirthDay!!

i hope u all had a great 21st party!


/1:11 PM

►exam period
lol.its exam period..and here i am to whine again. haha i realised that whenever its exam period, my stress level shoots up and i'll be here to complain all over and again how much i hate school. i'm really forcing myself to like it, but i just cant help to be fearful of the grades that i'm gonna face when i graduate (provided that i can graduate)..waha

just feeling confused about myself nowadays...hmm i just refuse to commit msyelf to study. and i dunno why. probably i just need a really good environment. when i'm at home, i'll just sleep. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and fun is always oon my mind. and when i really feel like going out to study for the night, my mum will call and make noise and think that i'm out having fun, which really will make me dun feel like going out (hence no studying environment). i really hate the way she talks to me sometimes. was watching a tv programme yest. it was about parents having to communicate with their kids...i wished my mum was watching..............

i need some motivation and some guilt for having too much fun and being too relaxed. waha..

i better get down to my books before i really die during my exams..

*sometimes i just wished that you would understand that i really dun want to be an accountant. u probably din know and u probably will force me into it when i graduate. u also probably wont know that i'm not studying well. i'm stressed by the fact that i have to get an honours so that u wont be disappointed. but at the same time, i'm really working for a pass so that i can graduate and move on to what i really wanna be in future...can u try to understand?..i dun like the way u talk to me like i did a hell lot of wrong things..i din.

/12:54 PM

November 4, 2008
►hair drop..
i've been dropping a lot of hair....am i too stressed?

/4:51 PM


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