lol.its exam period..and here i am to whine again. haha i realised that whenever its exam period, my stress level shoots up and i'll be here to complain all over and again how much i hate school. i'm really forcing myself to like it, but i just cant help to be fearful of the grades that i'm gonna face when i graduate (provided that i can graduate)..waha
just feeling confused about myself nowadays...hmm i just refuse to commit msyelf to study. and i dunno why. probably i just need a really good environment. when i'm at home, i'll just sleep. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and fun is always oon my mind. and when i really feel like going out to study for the night, my mum will call and make noise and think that i'm out having fun, which really will make me dun feel like going out (hence no studying environment). i really hate the way she talks to me sometimes. was watching a tv programme yest. it was about parents having to communicate with their kids...i wished my mum was watching..............
i need some motivation and some guilt for having too much fun and being too relaxed. waha..
i better get down to my books before i really die during my exams..
*sometimes i just wished that you would understand that i really dun want to be an accountant. u probably din know and u probably will force me into it when i graduate. u also probably wont know that i'm not studying well. i'm stressed by the fact that i have to get an honours so that u wont be disappointed. but at the same time, i'm really working for a pass so that i can graduate and move on to what i really wanna be in future...can u try to understand?..i dun like the way u talk to me like i did a hell lot of wrong things..i din.
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