►tired..
yesterday i felt so giddy that i saw the world spinning. i felt so light and the feeling was like, "i'm dying..." haha whatever. i guess its just the lack of sleep that made me really grumpy. i couldnt do anything. when i read, nothing gets digested in my brain.
its week 3 of studies. i'm starting to feel very very very tired. there's more to come. i was updating my school organiser about all my quiz dates and datelines. i'm like....oh man, i need to be so blessed this sem. 2 presentations next week. what a nice way to spend my chinese new year.
dunno why i'm so stressed up this time round. i survived the past 5 sems pretty ok, given the amount that i studied. i never touched more than 10% of my textbooks, i never did my readings. i din know my tutors' names until project submission day. i never really knew all the contents of my projects (i only took care of my part). i din know what the whole course was about until 2 weeks before the exams. i passed my exams anyway, with Bs...so why am i making my life so miserable now by forcing myself to do almost 100% of the readings that is given this sem..i tot i'm just putting too much pressure on myself. or am i not? but well, it isnt a bad thing to be doing my readings anyway.
alrights i'm just whining. its always good to want to study. haha. alrights. back to my books. dammit, i feel the giddiness coming back to me again. *i'm going to faint* uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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