hippo tales

February 27, 2009

►its a great week!!

i enjoyed my reccess week. like totally! hahah this is a SUPERB week!!

although my ubin plan failed badly cuz my busy friends have impt things to do, i enjoyed all other things that i did..out of which, one was 'left 4 dead' night

haha. if u dont know what that is, it's a game! its similar to counterstrike, but left 4 dead is a team game of 4 players whose aim is to escape from infected humans...out of the 4 game characters, 3 guys and one lady...i randomly got the girl!...so coincidental...there are different kinds of infected humans in the game, which at my level i cant explain what kinds there are...YES. even tho i dun usually play computer games, i must say i had fun that night. i tot i would scream like hell cuz the horrifying infected humans will just jump out from nowhere, but i did not!!!

but well, weiliang's nick was 'brensurescream'. i was so focused in the game, standing behind the pros and get protected, that i forgot to scream.hahahaha whatever it is, it was fun! i was quite a noob, cuz i kept shooting my own teammates...and in the game itself, the one being shot will automatically scold the teammate like 'hey!!!look where u're shooting!!' i felt quite bad! but i cant help but kept laughing at poor weiliang and dear who were being shot by me so innocently.

and i saw a rainbow on wed!!! at boon lay, jurong east, choa chu kang and yew tee. i wonder if they are the same one! but well, whether or not, i felt so happy when i saw it!! its been sooooo long since i last saw a rainbow. it definitely made my day!!

and i played jackpot at SAFRA today. it was very exciting!! haha..i forgot to take pictures of the main thing. i only remembered when the coins were dropping down. hahaa

and dear is a perfect boyfriend this week. i guess thats the main reason why i'm not emo-ing at all this week.

/8:37 PM

February 24, 2009

►meaning of life.

life is about taking all chances to make urself happy.

haha i think thats what has came to my conclusion after asking myself what is life for the past one year. i think unhappiness has taken away too much of my life. GOODBYE sorrows. =p

/10:16 PM

February 23, 2009

►不要认为自己没有用

usually this is a very motivating and solemn song to me, cuz it brings back a very unique feeling..but when i see this video, i burst out laughing....hahahaha its damn funny. haha

/7:58 AM

February 20, 2009

►

thursday and friday elective classes are fun!! haha with dawson and ziyong and gang. so happy that i met dawson, my sec school classmate, in the class!!

they really play along with my nonsense and we have lotsa laughter. haha i think its the first bunch of uni friends that never failed to make my day.

/7:16 PM

February 19, 2009

►cute smiley

this was a damn cute smiley helium ballooN!!!!it was damn cute. i bought it for daren on his birthday. haha 1st feb.

it was a loong story about this smiley! me and anna(daren's gf) were shopping for deco for his surprise party and we came across this damn cute balloon! i tot it looked really like daren because of the curly hair and the SMILE, so i decided to buy it for him! hahah

However, when we got on the train, the balloon started shrinking. we were like 'what crap is this??' isnt this supposed to last 3 days??? and we were like 'encouraging' the smiley to inflate once again...and seeing what shape it was in after only 1 hour, i decided i will not go to that shop for balloons ever again.

but i did not give up 'encouraging' the smiley. hahah sounds idiotic right? haha i said, ' eh, u haven make the birthday boy happy yet leh, so u must hang in there!' and guess what, when we got off the train, it inflated once again! as hard as before. anna and i were like "OOOOOOOHHHHH'...haha we were amazed and happy. i guess its that air pressure or something?hahaha but well, we were REALLY amazed.

BUT...when we went into the shopping mall to shop for the bbq food, the balloon deflated AGAIn. and we tot once we go out of the air-con place, it'll inflate again. but this time round, we were soooo wrong. the smiley literally died. haha it was HALF-inflated when we arrived at the chalet. lol.

well, i still love it all the same even tho is is HALF-inflated only. hahah. =)

anna and i!

the birthday boy- look alike huh? haha

/10:08 PM

►i decided to have a new best friend...

=) its scary to feel all alone sometimes. or rather, its scary to be in a emo mood all alone....haha! so i've decided, i shall have a new best friend-a diary.

this best friend will always be there to listen to such a whiner like me. i think blogging is not meant for whining cuz simply too many people are reading. haha blogging is meant for photos and sharing joy. yay. =)

/9:35 PM

►i hate it

i hate it. when i'm accused of things i never do. i really hate it. stop thinking u're always right and everyone else is all wrong. we give in to u doesnt mean u are right.

what crap is all these that i'm bearing. it doesnt mean i dun shout back at u it means that what u 'thought' was right. i respect u thats y i dun talk back to u. but u dun respect me at all. and u're hitting my limits. one more time and thats it. i dun see why i should be tolerating ur nonsense all these while.

i just want to be happy being at home. why do u even take away that privilege of mine.

/12:17 AM

February 18, 2009

►girls...seldom mean their dun want.

when will guys ever learn our language.

/12:46 AM

February 17, 2009

►i wanna..

i wanna go farmmart, cuz i like seeing the animals that are so cute. i wanna go ktv, cuz i miss the fun i have there. i wanna buy new clothes, cuz i'm running out of nice clothes to wear. i wanna buy new shoes, cuz my shoes have been spoilt for a loong time already. i wanna go shopping, cuz i really miss buying things i like for myself...i wanna sleep, cuz thats when i dun need to think about anything. i wanna go to the beach, cuz i wanna bring dino there. i wanna go overseas, so i can get some peace. i wanna be selfish, so that i wont be taken in so easily and be taken advantage of. i wanna be cruel, so that i wont bother myself with problems of other people.

i dun see why i should be working so hard when at the end of the day i leave nothing for myself.

/9:38 PM

February 13, 2009

►i'm recovering...=)

yay. finally, i think i'm feeling so much better today. i feel my emo going away. i guess its probably cuz i'm seeing solutions to my problems ba. i'm beginning to understand how some people cant get on with life having to face all the problems they have in life. 'problems' are really heavy burdens that make people hesitant in moving on with life. but well, whatever it is...
"Live Goes ON"

/10:47 AM

February 12, 2009

►totally stressed out.

i'm breaking down. =(

work. school. even family.

i never such a feeling that i wanted to get away from singapore so badly. I always hated the thought of leaving homeland for more than 2 weeks. cuz i get home-sick. and it can get quite bad. but now, i cant wait for that chance. Any opportunities, i'll grab it.

i wanna go around the world. to meet new people. do new jobs. get new experience. probably when i get so much away of the things around me now, i'll learnt to treasure them more during their absence more than finding them irritating when its happening over and over again around me.

sobs

/8:09 PM

February 9, 2009

►the ppl u hang out with

i attended a gathering of his with him recently...and i must say, i really enjoyed myself. its a great getaway for me through this tough period of mine, in terms of studies and other stuffs. well...i must say its really a different feeling when u hang out with different groups of ppl.

instead of feeling awkward which i usually will with ppl that i dunno, i enjoyed their conversations and they really did a good job in making me feel a part of them..it was a lot of laughter...and fun..and the last part of the whole gathering really impressed me. they really sat down and talked and updated each other, and of cuz, not forgetting the words of encouragement they gave to each other....its like in seconds, they turned from 'fun-loving kids' to adults. they are a bunch of student council people, and they behaved like one. i really respect their courage to aspire and their discipline in working hard to achieve what they aimed. hmmm...and it got me thinking about what i really want to achieve. also, i got words of advices which i really appreciated. hanging out with a bunch of people 3 years older than me is cool. haha

/11:20 PM

February 2, 2009

►almost.

today at 4.10pm, i nearly got knocked down.

i was so dazed and deep in thoughts that i din even know what was happening around me. all i knew was i saw the green man and i cross the road. probably i walked too slowly...small little steps, so small till it was already the red man and i was still crossing. seriously, i din know if it was already the red man. the next thing i know was, i saw a car accelerating towards me. accelerating. and it was really 'oh shit' on my mind. i really tot i would die. i put my hand forward like how one would try to stop something coming in his way..i know my hand isnt that strong, but i guess its human instinct..and the next thing i know, my hand was ON the car. left hand on the car, right hand grabbing my phone...

i woke up from my daze. and my legs were a little bit shaky. till then, i hear the honks sounding in my mind...the car that was making a right turn had no choice but to accelerate towards me because there was another truck in the opposite direction that was accelerating towards her. luckily she was alert. she accelerated and managed to brake right in front of me. i guess she must have had a shock too. well. just what was i doing. all the honks and i was not even a bit distracted. what would have happened if she din see me?

/5:08 PM

►schooler-phobic

i'm intimidated by the amount of work that i have to do. the readings left untouched.
i'm tired and scared and lazy. i just wished i had lesser work to do.

last friday was a terrible day. i had 2 presentations in a row and i never felt so stressed in a presentation before. it was almost like, 'dammit, i wanna get away from it.' the teacher was scary. the expectations he set, and given the little preparation i did because of the overloaded workload from the other presentation with report and my own readings and chinese new year, i was even more afraid. i just wished i could find a hole and run away. escape.

i din touch any work at all over this weekend. i think i'm too stressed up. from everything.

/2:26 AM

February 1, 2009

►whatever.

i'm starting to doubt myself whether it was even right to start believing in every logic that u give.

/4:24 AM

Tioman