February 2, 2009

►schooler-phobic

i'm intimidated by the amount of work that i have to do. the readings left untouched.
i'm tired and scared and lazy. i just wished i had lesser work to do.

last friday was a terrible day. i had 2 presentations in a row and i never felt so stressed in a presentation before. it was almost like, 'dammit, i wanna get away from it.' the teacher was scary. the expectations he set, and given the little preparation i did because of the overloaded workload from the other presentation with report and my own readings and chinese new year, i was even more afraid. i just wished i could find a hole and run away. escape.

i din touch any work at all over this weekend. i think i'm too stressed up. from everything.